Landon

I think I'm going to start diagnosing myself with commitment-phobia.
Here I go again, nice guy but as usual, I need to pick at his faults and think of ways of why it'll never work.

Anyways, so Landon contacted me, and after my 4 - 7 day rule, we decided to meet up. Landon however doesn't have his license so red flag for me right there. He lives a good 45 minutes away and I'm not a taxi. I did tell Landon of my pregnancy after he wanted to know why I was just looking for a hang-out friend and pretty sure I inadvertently found a pregnancy fetish guy. I'll explain later.

So, at a local coffee shop in his hometown and he makes the suggestion to go take a walk by the river... walk is the key word there, something I don't do well. First bench we hit, I'm down for the count.

I found with Landon that everything we talked about on the phone, he talked about again. It was an extreme deja-vu moment for me and since I try not to be rude, it involved a lot of "uh huhs" and "oh wows".

Landon started going on about his past, he has a record *red flag* claiming for something he got blamed for that didn't do....right. Landon is also still on probation...*flag flag*, and is now living with his parents...*flag is going wild*.

Anyways, we drive out to the middle of no-where, open the back hatch and start making out in the back of my car...highschool memories anyone? He's an extremely GOOD kisser and very gentle. However things start to get weird from there, he starts to rub my stomach and whisper how beautiful I am. Well thanks for the compliment, but...belly rub.... am i the only one who finds this weird?

It starts getting late and I decide to take him home. I didn't get my nap in today so that my contribute to my crankiness. We stop at tim's again, he again pays for my drink and I am seriously running low on gas. He also paid for that. Does that constitute a dinner and date? I might keep Landon around for a while, because even though I didn't touch really on his good side, he was really nice and respectful, plus shells out the compliments like they're going out of style.

Until next time